In Losin,I Win

by lilm155fly
originally published at 08:59PM on Friday, October 05, 2007

“ive lost
ive lost it all
the friends
the fun
the love
the self esteem
the reality
its all gone
ill never get it back”
these are the words i say
to myself as i walk
from my “sister” who i just punched
but it is then and only then that
i realize that i have
lost becuase i have chosen to lose
i let her win because i cant deal wit the
pain anymore i cant stand being hurt
anymore now the only person she can hurt
is herself as i stand tall and say
“i’ve won
ive won my respect back
i’ve won life
i’ve won my self eteem back
and most of all
i’ve won the battle with myself”..........




  • from Ms Pixy Stik:

    i love it and im glad that you have won. you are a winner and you will always be a winner