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Becoming Myself

I don’t really know myself
I’m that shy girl
I have friends
Kinda
Basicly one great one
one who I gets on my nerves
the others don’t even talk to me they just sit at my lunch table
I don’t have a lot of friends
and when I don’t have a class with them
I’m always alone
I try to make friends
I do
Nobody listens to me
I don’t do trends
I’m not funny
I’m not a sporty person
I’m not all girlly
I’m smart
I guess i’m pretty and shy
I don’t reallly have hobbies either
I’m always borde to waste time
is school work

But, I have nothing better to do
When, I want to say how I feel
which is the oppostie how others feel
they won’t be my friend
I’m stuck up in two worlds
and I don’t know which one to show
I can be shy with others
and with friends
really myself I said I’m not funny but very rare I can make some laugh and I say what I feel
But, on the other hand I like being shy
people may look at me different
But, I’m mysterious and they don’t anything about me
Who am I?

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