Today was like any other day, accept I felt lonely and had no one to talk to. I wonder why and how my life got to be this forgotten episode of Lost.

I have no friends, I had such a hard time in high school and making friends was a task I would soon want to forget. Everyone thought I was weird. I was not very outgoing and I seldom went out with people.

Each day I would systematically do the same thing and never differ from it. I am 28 now and I really live in a world where it is just me.

I need a make over and a date, funny LOL !!! Who would want to date you, you live in a whole that is always dark and abandon.

I need a lesson in meeting people, oh I forgot who wants to meet you everyone thinks you are dull and insensitive. See I have conversations with my self that I even answer my self back.

My own mother does not call what does that tell you. My sibling’s live in other cities and I hear from them maybe twice a year. Holidays are painful I sit alone while everyone else talks as if I am vapor..