i met you, and my world changed, i changed, i finally knew how people in movies felt when they met the person they knew they would fall in love with
it was too good to be true, now that i look back, you claimed to love me back and it made me happier than id ever felt, i was willing to do everything and anything you asked of me, change anything and evrything you wanted me to change in myself, die for you, protect you, make you happy
the scary thing is that even though you have stabbed me in the back, twice, i still feel everything i felt, i still love you, my heart aches to be yours, and i guess deep down it always has been, but my head says no more.
my mind is running itself ragged, all i can think of is you, and how i want to run to you and be by your side more than anything else, but i cant, you wont let me.
i put up barriers to protect myself, i hiode behind my anger, and all it does is push you away, thats not what i want, u know what i want, but you seem intent on not letting me have it,