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Do you ever wonder?

Sometimes, do you ever wonder if you are the only person who knows what’s going on?

That if you stood in a crowded room and screamed…that no one would hear you, that no one would care to even look.

Do you wonder if people actually want to know if you are ok, to know what you have to say? Rather than just wanting the latest gossip. I wonder that…a lot.

Sometimes I feel that they want to hear…but they just don’t wanna know.

And then I know most of them care about me and they just want to know what’s going on in my head. They are only trying to help. Then I feel so bad because I lashed out at them. It’s an endless circle…

Next time…I’ll just have to try harder not to yell or scream…to stay calm, and talk all the shit out. I really hope I can do it…coz if I cant…who knows what will happen.

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