So there is this girl, who means more to me then anything I can even begin to describe. She means more and more to me each and every single day. She has saved my life more then she will ever know..

I stopped a lot of things I used to do for her, stopped being affiliated with the Bloods and Latin Kings. Stopped smoking anything that I used to, stopped drinking, and stopped doing drugs.

She means so much to me that nothing could ever come close to how I truly feel about her, Nikki, you are my own shining star and everything good in my life and every last thing that makes it worth getting up in the morning.

As I’ve said countless times, you are the last person I think of before I go to bed, dream about you all night long, and you are the first person that I think of whenever I wake up..

I know I’m not perfect, but you better believe that for you, I want to be. Nothing is better to me then hearing you say that you love me and always will. Nothing.

I want nothnig more in life, then to be with you..