Taking each step, I tried to release the love and hate through every one. Every emotion was to leave my body, and there would be nothing. Nothing to make me miss Will or the little cartons of chocolate milk I used to have for lunch every day. The only feeling was to be but not even a feeling.. just Ava. Of course there must have been some type of emotion on my face along the lines of pain, I felt absolutely nothing. The silence-breaking bells on the gas station door jingled as I made my way through. There was an intimidating camera lingering in the corner of the store. I looked at it for a matter of seconds, but proceeded to the back of the store. The aisles were filled with food I desired to be in my stomach. I frowned and a little bit of emotion dripped into my mind. A door towards the back of the building caught my eye. The bathroom seemed really appealing at the moment considering I hadn’t gone all day. I swung the door open and locked it behind me. My lungs relaxed as I sank to the bitter tile foor.