“Please,somebody do something!”,I can hear her shout.Man I wish I had more time with her.Lifes bummy like that.I love her.I wish i could tell her before i go.I love you Indy.Come on damn you.Speak.Fuck.I wish I’d just say it.Come on you stupid jerk,say it.I don’t feel any pain just her lap as my head rests on her angelic thighs.I never thought i’d die like this.A shot to the heart.”Your goona be ok,I’m gonna take care of you.HELP!!”she cries.Not tonight baby.I can feel her tears hit my forehead.Warm.She doesn’t know the bullet ruptured my left ventrical.Oh well,i guess its good i can’t tell her.I’m such a ass.This poor girl is balling her eyes out for me and all I can do is make jokes.Thats my way outta things.Laugh.Pathetic.Mabye Charlotte was right.I can hide behind my smile for ever.Cause unlike my problems,a smile fades.I wish i could tell her i’m sorry.For everything.Mom dying,Dad,and that bitch of a step mom.I wish I could see them before i go.I’m outta time.Its now or never.Say it.