i dont know if this is a sequel,, i only know i feel lost…as i said m is,,,,,,so busy,,busy? im fooling myself…you are out of thought,, out of mind.. i cant believe how empty i feel inside,, i dont like it.. i dont like longing and hurting,, dont like seeing his beautiful blue eyes and knowing they dont see me,,so what to do.. im not getting any younger,, for sure and neither is he…i figure he will just work and work and work until one day he will see im gone,, what then???
i’ll be too old to care!