I’m used to feeling the want of the feel of your arms
and the way you were warm
and wanting to want the feel of your arms
and even
wanting to feel the want of the feel of your arms
and I want not to want as I want
with every time that I want you and do
but different
and every time that I want you and don’t
when you’re here and I want you
but can’t and I
don’t
ever
dare
touch.