There wass never anything new in her world. It all felt old. She wanted a fresh start, a start of something new, different, but there isn’t anything.

Every day she woke up in the morning, feeling like she was missing out on something. In the shower she would wonder why she was feeling so wrong. She would tell herself to forget it, don’t mess with the flow, to keep things as they are.

She would go to school and walk around in a daze, feeling like she didn’t really belong. She more of believe in dreaming than in actually staying in the real world with everyone around her.

The world probably saw her in a way different then how she was, one day she realized. Teachers probably thought she just didn’t care, just wanted to be somwhere else. Well, that latter was certainly true. But the former wasn’t. She did want to fit in, belong, be able to do it.

She just couldn’t. So one day she knew that she had to change something, anything, break free.

She just didn’t know how, not yet.