mi corazon

In my heart I am constantly feeling and feening for you. My body tells me yes, my heart tells me no, but the love inside of me is just dying to be with you. Is it the way you your voice sounds? Or is it the way your touch feels against my skin? Deep inside of my soul, I see myself being with you, only you; no one else. [ Mi amante, tu son mi favorito. Tu son bonito, tu son mi corazon.] My lover , you are my favorite, you are beautiful, you are my heart. I love you so much, I want you so much. Do you know the feelings that I have for you? How much stronger they have become? It doesn’t really matter anyway, you have your life and I have mine. Why? Why, do I keep trying to push my feelings away? Why can’t I let go of this train of thought? Why do I keep dreaming of you? Why can’t I fucking realize I can’t think with my heart, you gotta think with your head?! When should I let my heart take control? In my heart I know what I want, my body is saying “you”, my heart , what does my heart say?