Good luck with the letting go. This is, you should know, the big fear for many in jumping from friend to lover. I know it stopped me plenty of times. Sorry to hear it turned out poorly for you.

Really my heart goes out to you.. you seem a wonderful person, i’m sorry you were treated like that by one of my gender, sorry that so many guys make the rest of us look bad. cheer up I know the right guy will come along for you.
LoA

I like this…and I’m sorry. I myself have never had a boyfriend, but I can imagine how tough it must be when something like this happens. Beautifully portrayed.