The minutes i spent in the city i could only see angry faces.
I feared the nothing.
I had no answers.
And i am supposed to help.
I felt like a man on a mission that isn’t meant to be won.
Some things aren’t meant to be fought over.

I knew inside of me i couldn’t turn around and run.
I felt like a stranger in my own skin.
I can still feel my feeling as i use to.

What has happened.
What did we do wrong.
There ain’t any easy way out.

I kept my eyes pealed to the exit, i wanted to leave so badly but my foot stayed on the ground and didn’t dare move.

“Are you alright you seemed lost.” Susan said.

“Am fine am just trapped behind two rocks in my thoughts.”

I had to keep on holding out my true thoughts.
I did not belong in this lonely town.
And i think no one will truly know how i feel and that is for the best. I need to hold on and keep my sanity intact for a little bit longer.
But i cant say for how long i can hold on. My grip is losing hold.