i act this way, not out of pleasure, not out of spite, not out of anger, not out of hatred
im acting this way so you can move on without thinking of me
im trying to get you to forget me
i get absoluely no happiness from treating u this way
i love you, im doing this for you
life without you is life without color, without sound, without happiness
but it is life, and i will deal with it to make you happy
like i said id do anything for you
i didnt say that you would always like it