why cant i just walk away
from this whole mess that happens to be my life
ive got nothing more to say to anyone, you all know how i feel, or at least pretend that you do
i love her, for so many reasons, and everybody told me not to give up
now all the sudden the tune has changed
“get over her” you say, after ive tried my hardest to do that
why is it ok for everyone else to do what they are doing, but as soon as i do it, its suddnely wrong?
cheaters, liars, bullshitters, woman beaters, and personality-less assholes are all more desirable than i am
so why does anyone care what i do?
they didnt before, now all of the sudden, out of nowhere
i spent so much time trying to figure out what everyone else wanted, and all i got was shit in return
now as soon as i say what I want, im selfish
fine, whatever, ill be the bad guy again, nobody else objects, so why not?
theres only so much shit a person can take, before they stop caring about what everyone thinks
not there yet, theres still a few people left