I turned my head to see who interupted me. Eri. Of course.
“Sydney, I’m worried about you, are you okay?”
I nearly snarled.
“Okay? Okay? My best friend just killed himself with no explanations, no nothing why in the hell would i be okay?”
“I didnt mean it like that, and you know it.”
She looked as if she was going to cry. I dont understand. I dont understand anything. My mind is a big haze, and i just dont understand anything. Im not sure whos making the words that are escaping my lips, because it isnt me.