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What It Truly Feels Like

Leave me alone but hold me tight.
Shut up but tell me what I need to hear.
I hate you but I need you so bad.
I’m lost. I’m scared. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for hurting you.
People might say that I shouldn’t say sorry.
That this isn’t my fault.
But I feel so terrible.
Stay with me.
Be with me.
Just be the way you used to be.
I feel like I was the one to make you change into someone your not.
I guess I didn’t make you, but I hurt you.
I’m sorry.
I couldn’t stay forever.
I had to leave sometime.
But I can’t kiss up to you.
You can’t leave me hanging here.
You can’t leave me alone.
But it’s ok now.
I get it.
I understand.
I understand that you’ve changed now.
I’m sorry.

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