“That is all you have to say!? You can’t be here with me because of him. What about what you want!? What about what I want!? If you can seriously tell me you have feelings for Edwin, then I will some what understand what you are telling me!â€?

“I…â€?

“Exactly! I guess I don’t matter to you do I?â€?

Tears start for fall from my face as Chris gets up and leaves me all alone at the lake. What did I just do? I just ruined a friendship with a guy. There is nothing I can do to change any of it! I pound the ground in anger. The tears fall harder.