sorry isnt a word id use to describe the way i feel
its to weak, not enough meaning
i watched you ignore me, laugh and play with somebody else
the night before i couldnt have been happier
holding you close, my heart beating so fast as i heard yours echoe in my ears
everything id wanted for the longest time and here it was, flesh and blood, come to life in my arms
you told me it was a mistake, god did that hurt
you let someone else touch you, acted like i wasnt there
later that night someone asked me my number, and out of spite i give it
you hate me now,and believe me, the sentimate is the same
i cant look in the mirror without wanting to scream
i want to cry, vomit, bleed, yell, cry some more
and pray that i didnt lose you forever
because god knows i dont think i could take that
im so sorry, ill gladly drop to my knees and beg forgiveness
please
dont let me lose you