“And?â€? I ask wondering what she thought.

“You guys look so cute together. You too just fit… but…â€?
Her face looks defeated, like she didn’t know exactly how to tell me I was a fool for dancing with him.

“I know, I know I am marrying Edwin, but I am falling for him Amber! I just can’t help myself! I feel like a cheater!â€? Tears start to fill my eyes.

“Hazel, you can’t fight the way you feel. This is a really tough situation.â€?

“Yaâ€?

It is left at that. She comes and sits next to me and gives me a shoulder to cry on. We both stay like that until we start to fall asleep then we both go to bed. I slip into a deep sleep, forgeting the fact that Christmas is in the morning.